3.17.2009

My Skull Bit

I think I've uncovered another piece to the puzzle that is the way I tick from underneath the dusty old couch that is my life.

My memory seems to be fixated on remembering every detail of every interaction i make in my life with other people, but it is especially clear whenever something bad happens to me. So while most people would forget a casual joke made in bad humour during a breif passing, or the fact that I was actually the one who gave them the joke that made them so freakin' popular... (am I angry? no...), I remember it for a very VERY long time.

Ugh, my mind is a trainwreck. A trainwreck purposely caused to destroy me.

Just keep thinking happy thoughts. Happy thoughts.

Good thing: this doesn't happen when I'm with you. That's why all I can remember are the good moments. <3

3 comments:

Abram said...

yup. i agree.
and that's what I have to say about that.

Rachel said...

its a good thing you don't, or you'd have quite the collection of "casual jokes made in bad humour" from me.

Anonymous said...

Seems like a reasonable thing to be angry about. But in light of your impressive memory abilities, I think you're more of an elephant table than a dusty couch.