Cardinals

if everyone else is scrambling desperately for more money, why am i not worrying too? i only make $9.00 an hour. and i don't even get 40 hours a week...

Done With This?

holy crap, time is moving too slowly

...

screw it

i'm clearly too cowardly to actually say what i'm feeling in these posts - that's why i make everything so cryptic. but if i expect anyone to actually get it and ask what's going on and if they can help at all, then i'm just pathetic.

so since i don't seem to want to tell people what's going on, i'll just go back to pretending that nothing is wrong at all. if any of you manage to figure out the truth from the puzzles for posts i left behind, then i'm more than willing to talk.

until then, though...

:D

Redefined

I hate driving now. It gives me waaaay too much time to think about myself, my life, and what a huge sham it all really is. That's the word of the day, children: sham. S-H-A-M. Something that is not what it purports to be; a spurious imitation; fraud or hoax; to make a false show of something; pretend.

In other news, I feel like an idiot for trusting my feelings. I no longer have a real reason for getting out of bed in the morning. And no, this is not just because I'm very very tired. I've been that all my [fake] life...