holy crap, time is moving too slowly
i'm clearly too cowardly to actually say what i'm feeling in these posts - that's why i make everything so cryptic. but if i expect anyone to actually get it and ask what's going on and if they can help at all, then i'm just pathetic.
so since i don't seem to want to tell people what's going on, i'll just go back to pretending that nothing is wrong at all. if any of you manage to figure out the truth from the puzzles for posts i left behind, then i'm more than willing to talk.
until then, though...